Something make you smile, something make you feel sad!

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I had an unhappy childhood. i lived with my grandparents and my father was seeking his fortune. My mother was dead when i was two years old.i had been longing to see my father for 8 years. I finally saw him with my step mother and my little sister when i was 10 years old. I was soo glad that i had my own sister. My step mother gave every good things to my little sister and gave me moral blows and made me doing every houseworks. While, my mother seemed to be very good in front of others. Everybody thought that i was happy to have this mother. Actually, she just spoke ill of me to my father. My father hated me day by day. I was grown up with such a life-history.
I do not want to call her even go to see her. But i can tell that she is afraid of that i won't take care of her when she is old. i know that she acutally has raised me and let me go to school. Everytime i think of her, i just want to be faraway from her, so do my father.
I know it is not right for me not to see her. But i really can not forget how she treated me when i was a child.
How do u think of this?
Can anybody give me some suggestions?

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